This is going to be one of my "short" blabberings so please just humor me. This wasn't even my planned post. I'll just probably post the other one tomorrow or later if I get to finish it.
Anyway. Let's go back to this one.
So just recently, I wrote a post titled "Yellow" and it was about a dream that I had last April. (Kindly see the aforementioned post so you can understand it better.) Maybe it's the reason why for months now, my mind's been fascinated too much with thoughts of multiverse; wherein a version of us exists in another reality and our dreams are not just made-up stories of our brain. Instead, they are our own memories, but from a different reality. And when we dream, we get to take a peek into these other worlds the we exist in. It's the reason why until now, I still couldn't let go of the memory of that dream. Because it felt really different from all the usual ones that I had before. Trust me, I dream a lot. Now, everytime I hear the song Yellow by Coldplay, I usually end up thinking about that dream.
Now let's move forward to the present. About more than a week ago, I ordered books from an online sale. Weirdly enough, I took a risk by picking the books not because of their storyline, but just because of the title. (I sure do know how to live dangerously - nerd). So when they arrived, I was quite surprised to see that one of the books has the same premise as to what I've been thinking about lately. It's about dreams and alternate realities. In case you're interested, the book is "Traveler" by L.E. DeLano and if you're planning to read it then, you better stop reading this blog post now because from here onward, it will be full of spoilers. Consider yourself warned.
Let's continue.
In the book, Jessa is a writer. She thought she only had a colorful imagination and that's why she has a lot of good ideas for writing. Then, she started dreaming about this guy and she was caught by surprise when one day, the guy from her dream, who is named Finn, suddenly appeared. He was the one who informed her that he and Jessa are both "Travelers", that they can travel across different realities. They exist in most realities, and that's who they exchange with when they travel. But there are also realities wherein a version of them do not exist. That's the case with Finn. He came from another reality and he does not a have a version of him that he can exchange with in this one. It's quite complicated. Anyway, the reason why he traveled was to warn Jessa that in other realities, versions of her were being killed one by one. So Finn is trying to figure out the reason why because somehow, he was indirectly related to the deaths of the other Jessas. I still haven't finished the book though so let's see what will happen.
The reason why I wrote this post is because I reached the part of the book where Jessa asked Finn about the version of her in his own reality. She figured out already that that Jessa died. Finn told her what happened and Jessa knows that he was just trying to put on a brave face as he kept on saying that he was okay because he knows that he will see her again in another reality. But she knows that he was still hurting from losing the version of her in his own reality. Then, I reached this part of their conversation:
"I'm sorry Finn,"
"It's not your fault", he says
"I know. But I'm still sorry it happened to you. I wish it hadn't." I feel a lump growing in my throat at the thought of what he's had to live through. "I'm sorry I left you there alone."
When I read that line, I had to stop. It gave me goosebumps because they mirrored exactly my own thoughts about the person I left behind in my dream. Call me crazy or whatever but for me, I can still remember how real the pain felt like. If you already lost someone who matters a lot to you, I'm sure you know how that feels.
So there. That's it. Just wanted to share some of the weird coincidences that come my way. I'm still not sure if the universe is sending me a sign or what. One thing's for sure though, I can't wait to see how the story unfolds. :)
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