Meet Cute

Hello Sunday! Hello blog!
 

It's been awhile. Well, I will just blabber my head off again to you since my brain is too wired up today and drinking tea and playing indie folk music ain't doing the trick to calm my nerves.

So here I am again, just finished cleaning up my entire room just to spend this excess energy that I've got (which is weird since I rarely have excess energy these days). I just can't help but wonder where it's coming from. 

Anyway...

I think it all started last Oct. 14th, to be exact. I was on night duty that time, alone, and all of my patients were sound asleep - so I had all the time to just relax and browse through the files on my laptop. I was randomly scanning the files that I've recently recovered from my old laptop's hard drive when suddenly, I stumbled upon the story that I started last 2013 and haven't continued since then. It was both exciting and weird. I already forgot most of the things that I've written there and when I began to read it, it just made me feel happy and nostalgic. It brought back memories of me who was dreamy and starry eyed. Honestly, I miss that. But I've already learned to accept the fact that I can never go back to being the same person again. Maybe just a bit, since I still love reading and watching cheesy stories, but probably not in the same level as the old version of me. That's why I still can't help but feel a bit sad also because now I don't know how to give this characters of mine the ending that they need. I'm quite a bit torn because when I read it, I  remembered the storyline that I was pushing for, but now I don't think I can go through that path anymore. It's been days and it's still bugging me. I tried my best to let it go, but they won't let me go. hahahaha! Now I don't know what to do. It's like the old me suddenly woke up and wanted to continue their story, but the grown-up, sensible part of me just cringes on what the other one wants to do and just wanted to shut her up. Yeah, I know. I can already hear people saying "another typical Gemini" while rolling their eyes.

Maybe I need to reach a compromise between these two soon because otherwise, they might make me crazier than I already am. Wish me luck! :))

Sharing a glimpse of their "meet cute". I know. I know. I'll just stop. hahaha! Just a bit of trivia though, this is one of the rare instances wherein I've given names to the characters that I've created. ;) 

2013 was such a looooong time ago. harhar!

meet the people who are pestering me nowadays,

Holly and Jay