And I'm back again from my stay on the moon, since my return ticket has been long overdue. So, here we are. It's been quite exhilarating and frightening at the same time. It's been years and yet, it feels like it was just yesterday when I was still writing these things that I have no idea where they were coming from. I may not be that same girl before, who used to lurk behind the clicking sounds of this keyboard, imagining stories with her rose-tinted glasses; but she might still be in there, somewhere, just waiting for the right moment to come out again. It's hard, because so many changes were happening all at once, and yet, they were not the same changes that I was once expecting. Life can really hit you hard at times, and all you can do is get up and keep moving. As of the moment, I'm still feeling lost as to which direction I should take. I know I've got my plans and maps laid out, but somehow, I keep on ending up on places that weren't even drawn or written there. Don't ask me how, I just do. So there. I just hope that once this pandemic's over, my head will finally be clear enough to lead me to the direction that we are supposed to go. Living the adult life is difficult, but appeasing the inner child who refuses to let go makes it more challenging. One thing's for sure though, I won't let go of that inner child as well, because she's the only thing that keeps me from going over the brink of a monotonous and lifeless future. Cheers to us and the inner kids within. May we all live to see the end of this tunnel we are currently in.
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