More Than You'll Ever Know

I guess I should've told you

the truth when we still had time

now all I have are pieces

of memories that we both shared

in that space in time

I guess I should've told you

how you made my heart

skip to the beat of the drums

and yet managed to calm it too

with your soothing words of comfort

Before

a love song is just a song

nothing more

nothing less

But now each love song

that I hear on the radio

is like a time machine

that always brings me back to you

I love you more than you'll ever know

I love more than you'll ever see

More than my heart could ever show

I love you more than you'll ever know

Angina

Anxiety has been

my constant company lately

Fear of the unknown,

unsure of what's on the horizon

It gripped my heart

and kept me frozen in place;

keeping me afraid 

of taking the next step

We may never know

what the future may bring

Or if I will even be a part

of that future I dream

Anxiety has been

my constant company lately,

And I have never been so alone

in the midst of this anticipation

Falling In Love

you
are an exciting adventure 
you
are a calming balm to my soul

the way 
you
make me feel
frightens me down to the core
the way 
you
make me feel
makes me feel brave

to fall 

into the unknown
into the crashing waves
with you
as long as
you
are with me